Monday, July 20, 2009

So.. Sometimes Your Computer Gets A Virus..

So.. Sometimes your computer gets a virus... and you lose everything. Everything. We're talking full blown no pictures no itunes no essays no lyrics no resume no backgrounds no "don't forget" notes no list of books to read no favorites pages saved on the internet no recipes no things I wish I would have said factory condition computer meltdown.

And sometimes that virus is the last straw

So.. You feel bummed and disappointed and "why me" and "how could this happen" and I can't handle this and angry and frustrated and at times even irate and indescribably sad and eventually that all turns into.. I feel glad that I get to start over and it's a really good thing that the stupid file I hated that belonged to that stupid boy I could never hate that for some reason I could never get rid of is gone. Maybe it was a sign, or some sort of blessing from the universe.

But it's still kind of the last straw

So.. Now I feel like my life is pretty unorganized because for whatever reason that laptop made my life feel somewhat put together. And I'm picking up the pieces and reinstalling the software and maybe this time I won't let my laptop get filled with things that are extra, unneccesary, background noise, irritating, and slow my computer down. Maybe I can turn it into an analogy for my life.

Live simply

You can always start over

Remember what's really important

It'll all work out in the end, and if it doesn't, it's not the end.


  1. That stinks! I'm sorry your computer got a virus....but i can see how, in a way, it's relieving. you can start over.

    And it's almost like all the memories (songs, pictures, notes, etc) of that one boy you hate are erased from your memory, too. Almost.

    Love you girl!

  2. You're so right! We're getting closer to a brand new me :D kind of.. xoxo