Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I'm Not..

I'm not the kind of girl that never regrets what she's done..
I don't always say what I mean...and sometimes I say the exact opposite of how I feel.
I'm not the kind of girl that stays up late and parties...
I'd rather stay at home, order take out, and watch a movie.
I'm not the kind of girl that remembers the important things...
Sometimes I forget.. not on purpose.. but I promise never to forget to love you
I'm not the kind of girl that does one-night stands...I don't think
I like life a little messy... as long as you're there to help me clean it up
I'm just an artist...I'm not misunderstood or overlooked...but doesn't pain create the most beautiful things?
I hurt...all the time...but it's mostly a very dull ache in the furthest back corner of my heart...it will go away someday...I think
I always think...my brain doesn't turn off.
I'm the kind of girl that dreams
Sometimes I'm afraid...of everything
Sometimes I don't feel fear
I'm composed of maybe's, when I'm in the right moods, and sometimes'.
I'm not the kind of girl that's consisent... but I'm stable.
I may not be the kind of girl that's right...but I want to be your kind of girl, and only your kind.
Maybe that's why you're so hard to find.
I cant be any different than I am..I can't even pretend..if I try my mouth opens and tells the truth.
I'm a good liar. I'm an actress. I like to put on a show. But you'll always know. Someday..or maybe the first day.. you'll be able to look at my eyes and know.
I'm not that kind of girl. I just thought you should know.

1 comment:

  1. The world is missing out. More people need to know you.

    And read your blog :)