Thursday, April 16, 2009

Just Give It Time

Jon Mclaughlin says it well.

I believe it. But does time heal your wounds? Or do you just get used to the pain so it seems like it's better?

I feel a rainbow coming on. It's a good feeling to be content, I think that I struggle with that feeling though. I always need something else, a change. Whether it's something big like: getting my hair cut.. again, moving out, changing the furniture, or considering switching my major for the thousandth time, or something small like: finding a new favorite song, trying a new recipe, wearing a shirt I haven't worn in a long time, or starting another book. I can't last on content.. and maybe that's a good thing. It's a choice to be happy, and I'm choosing to be happy no matter what. I've had enough of the sad.. although it does make for some killer lyrics.
It's like turning over a new leaf, starting over. I'm gonna be happy. Nobody can change that.

My move out date is drawing ever closer and I'm pretty excited. My new apartment has a pretty sweet set up. Private room and bath, laundry room, and cable!! Such an improvement from my current living situation.

My brain is everywhere. My friends are awesome. I love acting. I need more sleep. I want to play tennis. Cookie dough is a staple food item. "He's Just Not That Into You" was quite entertaining. Summer please come.

"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass, it's about learning how to dance in the rain"

1 comment:

  1. Jon McLaughlin is my hero. I heart him. I think I have realized more and more this past year that happiness is a choice. But there are definitely people that are able to make you happier. :)