If you're out there.. somewhere.. reading this.

Know that I'm happy for you.

Know that just like I always did

I only wish the best the world has to offer for you.

Know that all of the hurt is gone.

And that even though the hurt is gone

I will never forget how it felt.

Know that I've forgotten the fights, and tears

the silent days, and the hurtful words

And when I think of us,

I think of the laughter,

the late nights spent on the couch testing boundaries.

The soft kisses, and lazy days.

Know that you got my heart racing,

and my blood pumping like very few before you.

And our first kiss, is still my favorite kiss.

Know that there are many things I love about you

And if the timing had been different,

maybe we would have lasted for eternity.

But you should also know...

You're the only thing I regret.

And if I could go back and do it over again

I wouldn't choose you twice.

Apple Trees

My roommate sent this to me and I kinda liked it..

Girls are like

apples on trees. The best

ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach for

the good ones because they are afraid

of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they

just get the rotten apples from the ground

that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples

at the top think something is wrong with

them, when in reality, they're amazing.

They just have to wait for the right

boy to come along, the one

who's brave enough

to climb

all the way

to the top

of the tree.

I've Made Up My Mind.. and I'm sticking to it

Remember this post?

Well.. I've finally made my decision and that's it.

I will not change my mind.

I will push through this decision, even if it's hard, even if there are boys (there's always boys) and even if I hate my living arrangements.

I will not leave until I'm done.

(Unless a bolt of lightning strikes me in my chest.. touches my heart and inspires me to pick up and start over...again)

Culinary Arts Program.

The French Pastry School.

My Own Bakery/Bookstore.

And it will look like this.

And I will bake these.